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gosh. darling has been posting so many posts, and i think my presence is being missed now.. rite? wahaha. need to do some catching up.

well.. i was bathing, and i was thinking of some things. (ya, besides that darn Spencer!! no sweetie, spencer is not any new guy fren. he's a guy that's in his grave already but his name still lives on. so much so that he tortures all of us, even after he's dead, to do an analysis of his STUPID poem that we all don't get!!! ugh.)

anyway, was thinking.. today my hp didn't vibrate much. guess i'm kinda used to my ex-es msging me often (in our course of being in a relationship), even it is to say boo!, or i love you, or i miss you, or just a *muacks* or *hugs*, or just to complain about something or how he is reminded of something. so my hp didn't vibrate much. coz after we broke up, we ended on a rough note. he hates me. but strangely enough, i think i feel liberated. it's as if i dun need to feel guilty and tired anymore. one less thing to worry about i guess. anyway, i realised in the toilet (while bathing), that all guys work differently, and they each have their plus points. ross has points which they don't have too!! wee~ love him..

point is to love their plus points, and to try and overlook their un-plus points. like baby here, i think he reali makes an effort in everything he does for me. and i appreciate it! (: like this blog. it'll be so not fun if one person constantly blogs only. i'm glad we're both making an effort to keep this going. i guess both of us like to expresss our thoughts in this way ba. and he takes care of all the chim-chim tech stuff! i swear i dun know wad's going on in the template section. haha. my sweetheart does though. and it always touches me how he posts. as in, it's an effort to waste an hour or so blogging and typing things and posting videos. and yes! i love them. lol. always look forward to tt. haha.. sometimes i'll scroll all the way down to look for it first, den read the post. lol. but maybe i'm saving the best for last. i lawys enjoy ur posts. esp if it's about ur feelings. i'm happy when u'r happy! at least i know that u thot of me. haha.

expect less and one will be more easily contented. (whoa. revelation. i think uni is doing me some good afterall. wahaha)

yesyes! i agree. it's funny how we change within such a short time. hehe. this is called an emotional rolller coaster i guess. lol. the only thing i know how to operate is the music. glad u liked it. lol. thx for the tagboard! brilliant! (: thank you for everything darling.. let's attempt to make this the most beautiful times of out lives, and even if we don't end up together in the end, i hope that we'll still be super good frens, and when we grow old, we can always come back to this blog and look at how we lived our lives, happy together...

yesterday my dearie settled my craving for prata! wee~ so happy! and he drove.. and when he sent me back, he set a record of 8 mins from his house to mine. caution: children, pls dun try this at home.. or rather, with ur dad's car. bad example.*shakes head*

thank you darling. yes edith. i think ross has answered ur question le. but i still need to settle issues with God first. thanks for being so patient and understanding darling. i appreciate it! (:

okie. gotta start on my 1500 word essay. love spencer, love spencer, love spencer. *psycho-ing myself* yuck. tt didn't work. still dislike him and his stupid love poem. can't believe 14 lines can cause one so much trauma. ish.