reasons why i love u!

hurt, and confusion, must be what my sweetie is feeling now. he always seems so happy on the outside, but what he reali feels inside, i can never tell. but i've got a feeling that he's happy on the behalf of the both of us.. coz if both of us ends up feeling depressed and sad, then things will end up in a mess, as usual.

ross baby, i've never meant to take advantage of your nice-ness and it was never my intention to do so. i love you too much to do that. i'm reali sorry.

things i love about my ross darling (not in the form of merit):

1) his ability to make me laugh when i cry (thx for all the effort honey..)
2) his beautiful eyes
3) his gentleman-ly ways (he's so nice to even wait for me to sit first then he does)
4) his scent!
5) the way he 'sayang-s' me everytime
6) the way he stays awake for me even though i'm sleeping
7) the way he shows care to me
8) the way he makes me feel as though i'm the only one he loves
9) the way he talks.. (reali. though he seldom talks, i like it when he talks.. esp when he's explaining things to me)
10) that he sacrifices so many other things for me
11) that he always cares about how i feel
12) the way that he's always there for me (the time that i was ill....)
13) i like the way that he is steady and some one i can rely on
14) i can always turn to him for logical reasoning and explanations
15) i can always count on him for a joke to cheer me up
16) the way he makes an effort to call me every night, regardless of how tired he is
17) he is good looking! :) (shallow me.. but true!)

this list can go on and on (it's reali non-exhaustive).. but ross sweetie, i just want to tell u how much i appreciate everything u've done for me. though i always leave u confused, i hope u know the love i have for you is genuine and tt's the way it will be..

i love you.