princes and princesses

man. we've reached 100 posts. woots. 0.O

ok. so, as like i've mentioned in my blog, i'm out to find my prince charming. ya, the kind you find in shows and you find yourself screaming at the actors and actresses saying, "this is sooooooooooo fake!! sweet, but NOT gonna happen in reality."

well, i'm gonna prove to you guys that dreams do come true, as long as one doesn't give up. and i have no intention of doing so. it seems like i kinda lost it for awhile.

what i want out of a guy i guess is that he must be able to give me a sense of security. i mean, that excludes the top priority that he has to be a christian. (: but ya, it's a plus if he is charming and gentlemanly and good-looking too. all of which the current guy i'm attached to, does not posses. lol. don't get me wrong here. i've really been trying very hard in this relationship, and seriously, only God knows how much effort i put in.

it's like, a sunken ship, and you're trying to rebuild a ship that has just sunk (relation-ship, for this matter, haha,) in the middle of the atlantic and meanwhile, struggling to stay alive, while dragging your partner and keeping him alive and get him to occasionally help out. ya, it's THAT bad.

oh well. (: gonna think positively now. i'm gonna find that prince so that i can be a princess and be treated like one. don't tell me impracticality. it's just hope against reality. not fantasy vs reality. if Ken isn't my prince, then i guess i gotta source for a diffrent one.

i'm very tired trying to keep this relationship from falling apart. i really am. but if the other party doesn't see that and doesn't help you, but rather, goes all out to make sure there are more cracks in this already shattered vase, well.. you get the picture right?

all right. so i'm gonna find a prince now. any takers? *winks*