lost.

lol. its our blog. u have ur life to lead, i have mine. you're entitled to be happy if i'm sad. look on the bright side, as least someone has a better life. haha. so pls do blog about ur happy stuff ya?

but i was thinking of ur post the entire day. at the end of the day, my question for u is this, would u reali want a person who can leave another person for you? i know of many guys who hook up with girls at clubs, but they never want to keep that relationship, knowing that if that girl can be picked up at that place and setting, then wouldn't she be able to be picked up by ither guys too? i guess. its like, you've already gone through it with ur ex, and me, (albeit the situations may be different) and we both went back to our ex-es eventually. do u want to go through the pain again? if you and her really got together, if she could reali leave another guy for you, maybe she could do it to you too. let's face it. all girls just want attention. if one side treats her bad, she'll run to the other side for comfort. but ultimately, after choosing one, she'll still miss the other.

furthermore, you're trying so hard to "win" the other guy. maybe you should be yourself. afterall, that's what she "loved" you for in the first place. also, if one is ready to jump into such a complicated situation, then i guess one should be able to think of the even more complicated consequences that are to follw. maybe its misjudgement on my part, i duno her well, but that's my two-cent's worth.

true love? does not exist. everything we want is our ideal. but no one actually can fit ALL of our descriptions initially. its all after moulding and attempting to change the other, we become CLOSE to getting our ideal other. but at the end of the day, they weren't exactly our ideal partner in the first place. furthermore, ideal does not equal to suited for you. sigh. too much lit le i guess. my tutor was saying the other day that "true fidelity or faithfulness requires a moment of infidelity" which is true in a warped way. if a guy cheats on a girl, he would tend to feel guilty when he's with her, and give in more, to attempt to make up for the guilt he is feeling. this helps to avoid alot of conflicts. and onli after being in an affair does one realise how much the original person means to them.

sigh. whatever la. people always create problems for themselves, then at the end of the day, we complain that the world is unfair. ironic huh.