Upset.

Haixscxsssxccszzzs...

Weekends once again.

Managed to catch up with alot of people though.

But I can't help but to keep thinking of her.

She told me we'll find a way to resolve this together.

But we haven't resolve it yet.. maybe we don't want to start thinking too much.

My heart aches till very moment, somewhat I know it'll be better when I see her tomorrow.

But this cycle will continue and it'll only end unless something major happens.

I don't want this to end knowing I didn't plan this out properly.. or do enough.

In my mind, I know I should try to move on because I already know of her answer.

In my heart, I know I can't bear to leave you because this feeling is just too special.

Why am I not contented in my relationship? People tell me to leave as it is no point if there is no 100% in both parties. Then again it's not like I'm at 0% which is better than nothing right?

I'm neither here nor there, so tell me what to do.

I'm upset. Maybe I should just settle for less in life.

Love is hard to come by, even more.. True love.

Am I alive you say? Here are 10 simple rules to being human..

1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period.

2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life."

3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work."

4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson.

5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned.

6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here."

7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects to you something you love or hate about yourself.

8. What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up to you. The choice is yours.

9. Your answers lie within you. The answers to life's questions lie within you. All you need to do is look, listen, and trust.

10. You will forget all this.


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