updates!

hmm. havent been updating in this blog for the longest time ever. well. gettingoverabreakup in process.

well. i don't think ross here is doing any better ba. his life is just as messed up, if not worse. =( in short, my life is a living nightmare. i promise to blog in here from now onwards, on top of my personal blog. anw, i got so much time on my hands anyway.

the song on our blog is too depressing man. i shall change it later. glad that u enjoyed ur trip in canada ross. (: too bad u miss ur melmel so much.

oh well. i think i'm not any better. but at least i'm pushing for a holiday with my family to redang. want to go snorkelling and swim with the fishes! but dunno when. in jund or july ba. den from 24th to 27th june, gonna go to malacca and port dickson, with this bunch of kids that i've never met in my whole life. its some sort of adventure and i'm gonna be the facilitator i think.

this is the first time i'm gonna travel out of singapore without any family memebers in tow. brilliant! hopefully, i can forget about the ken saga when i'm there. i need some time to lick my wounds.

so i'm reali hoping that these two hols will keep my mind off ken for awhile. gonna try my best to enjoy the scenary that cannot be experienced in singapore.

routine life. wake up feeling like crap, gets better in the afternoon, start to feel like crap in the evening, bawl my eyes out at night till i sleep, and the cycle goes on the next day again.

but yea. like what everyone else says, i'll survive. its just a matter of willpower and perserverance. and i have total faith that God's gonna help me through this pit. come on man. 2 men in my life are already hard to deal with (assuming that God is man), what makes me think i want a third?

and they say girls are nothing but trouble. ha! i think guys are the ones that are nothing but trouble. no offence ross. lol. (:

but still, i wish i had amnesia or smth. and onli remember the nice ppl in mylife, and not the horrid ones. like hewhoshallnotbenamed. oh well.