apologies

i know i've never oficially apologised, but..

i'm sorry.

i'm truly sorry for the hurt i caused you,
i'm sorry for breaking your heart when i swore not to,
i'm sorry for wasting your time,
i'm sorry for ur wasted efforts on me.

i'm sorry for causing u hurt,
i'm sorry for the headaches i've caused you,
i'm sorry for...
for..
everything.

i duno how to tell you, and i duno how to express my apologies.

no excuses, no arguments, no denying..

just 2 words,

i'm sorry.

to hurt such a good fren, i bet no one has ever tried it before, and no one ever should. the guilt felt, the sleepless nights, the tears cried, all can never compare to the hurt i've caused you. though you've always been cheerful and happy, underneath it all, i bet there's a part of you tt hurts, but u'r brushing it away.

and for that, i truly am sorry.