smile!

(: finally. i can blog with a smile on my face. i went out with dith, ben and jr yesterday. and i realised how much i missed them. it's like i'm still amazed at how they didn't ostracize me or smth. reali.

and jr, i haven't even talked to him prior to this, yet, there didn't seem to be a barrier between us when all of us talked. man. i'm like so happy. (: (: (:

i went home feeling happy. den when i stepped into the house, the feeling of doom crept in again. ben and i went back together. den JR accompanied me for half of the night/morning. the bottom line is that, i have frens who love me!! lol.

okok. dumb, i know. but its little things like that that make me happy you see. i don't ask much from life, and so, these things are all like God's little treats and surprises for me. thank you God! (:

thank you to all three of you for last night. muacks muacks muacks!