life.

ya. after looking at your post, i'm also determined to do something about my life too. first i need to get back in shape, literally. i swear. need to gain back that figure i used to have.

these are a list of things i need to get done, irregardless of the circumstances.

1) lose weight
2) start being culturally "class"
3) get my intellect back on track
4) get my darned license

heck. i'm 20 and not 30. why in the world an i mooning about and slacking around? i seriously need to get a life. doesn't matter if it is for myself or for anyone else. i'm soooo determined to make this work. i reali am. dunno how long this "determination" would last though. but i don't care. i gotta at least try. i need to feel sexy and attractive again, not some idiot who just bums around for the rest of her holiday claiming that she has nothing to do. crap.

ish. makes me irritated that i can't do things properly. even things like typo errors get me frustrated. grr. so much anger and negative energy within me the past few days. gonna channel it somewhere soon.

so ya. go for it ross baby!! strive for ur relationship with her and ur army life. we're sooo gonna survive whatever life chooses to hit us with man.

there are so many times when i break down suddenly and feel like there's a huge hole within me waiting to swallow me up, but no more. i'm gonna be strong and survive anything and everything.

as soon as i get these 4 things done, i'll be able to conquer anything. i must, i will, i can!!!