Part of you that no one sees.

Something random to start off. =)

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

I know its crazy, but I just met her yesterday. Feelings of joy and wholesomeness just rushed back into me. I did my best not to let my feelings get the better of me, and I managed quite well I guess. I did not get possessive and probe too much into her life, I just focused on being happy and making her comfortable. Making it simple like how we just met.

Suppressing all my feelings of jealousy and love for her.
Just wanting us to be on good terms is probably all I want for now.
Make sure that option of some day being together in the future is still open.

Cause I know, that till now, I can't find anyone to replace you.
Oh I've tried, but it only let me to more rejection and wasted time dating.
Sigh, if only you realized that maybe we were meant for each other now.

I still believe at this point of time, you're the one for me.
But I believe, since you are in better hands, I should keep a distance.
Trust me, if there's a next time... maybe in 1 or 2 years time.. when I come back for you. It's going to be aggressive, much more than the first time we met.

We shall see then..
will that fire in me die out in time to come?
Right now my heart can be easily swayed..
Wishing for the same thing.. what everyone else wants.

The battle has been lost, but the war is not over yet..



Aww hahah! My cat does this too la!! Only to my feet luh!! Always shocks me.